Saturday, January 24, 2009

The Truth of the Matter is

I can't blog when my heart hurts. My heart has hurt a lot lately. The last six months of 2008 were not great. Don't get me wrong, they had some great moments - Hunter had his first day of kindergarten, Julia explored the potty (something she has decidely become less interested in recently)and there were just some lovely and funny moments that I should have shared to preserve the memory (like you wouldn't believe some of the stuff Hunter picks up at school!). Overall, I have been feeling like I'm mostly hanging on by my nails and pushing, pushing, pushing through. And, I don't really want to write about that stuff. I want to write about things that make people smile - things that will make me smile in a few months when I decide to read over my blog entries. And so I wait. And hope that I'm not getting way too rusty.

1 comment:

Pat C said...

When life closes a door, it is said it opens a window. But sometimes the window is down a very long hallway, might even be a few floors of stairs involved. When you're ready to write the things you want to, you will. :) Until then, take care of the heart(s).